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WE ARENT GOOD HELPERS.

DO WE REALLY WANNA HELP OTHER PEOPLE?

SO *SIMON SAYS, HE WANTS TO BE A DOCTOR- A SUCCESFUL CARDIOLOGIST WHEN HE IS OLD ENOUGH TO STEP OUT FROM THE KINDERGARTEN AND TO LEARN THAT 1+2=3 AND THAT 'READ'(PRONOUNCE RED) IS A PAST TENSE OF 'READ'- THOUGH THE SPELLINGS ARE SIMILAR. WHEN *TEACHER MARY ASKS SIMON TO TELL THE WHOLE CLASS WHY HE WANTS TO BE A PHYSICIST AND HE SAYS;
"I WANT TO GIVE HOPE TO PEOPLE WHO ARE SICK AND NOT ABLE TO BUY MEDICINES FOR THEMSELVES. AND I WANT TO SHOW THEM THAT THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO CARE FOR THEIR WELL BEINGS. I WANT TO HELP THEM, TO LIGHT THEIR PATHS, TO SHARE THEIR BURDENS, TO HOLD THEIR HAND......(YADA YADA YADA~)"
YES, THE REASON MAY SOUND PURE AND CUTE. WOTEVER! BUT DO WE REALLY HAVE THAT CAPABILITY TO HELP OTHERS WITHOUT WORRYING ABOUT THE COSTS AND THE TIME CONSUME?
THIS IS REALITY. WOT WILL TAKE PLACE IN THE FUTURE FOR THIS I-WANNA-BE-DOCTOR-COZ-I-WANNA-HELP-PEOPLE KID IS THAT HE WILL BE JUST ANOTHER SLAVE FOR MONEY. DESPITE DEALING WITH PATIENCE FOR MORE THAN 100 HOURS EVERY WEEK, THEY CERTAINLY SEEK FOR FAME AND RICH. ASK ANY DOCTORS, WILL THEY APPLY THEIR KNOWLEDGES DURING THEIR PRE-SCHOOL MEDICINE FOR FREE- WITHOUT PAYMENT AND CERTAINLY WITHOUT ANY FAME? I ASSURE U MORE THAN 80% WILL SAY NO. SOME OF OUR GRADUATES CHOSE MEDICINE DUE TO THE FACT THAT DOCTORS WILL EARN MORE THAN ENGINEERS ONCE THEY GRADUATE. SLIGHTLY I WOULD SAY. AND ALSO DUE TO THE FEEDBACK THAT THEY WILL GET WHEN THEY TELL SOMEONE THEY ARE DOING MEDICINE.. IT IS LIKE SOMETHING TO PROUD OFF.

WELL I'M AS A FUTURE ENGINEER ALSO WILL NOT TAKE ANY PROJECT WITH OUT SOME $$$ THT WILL BENEFIT MY BANK ACCOUNT. AND SO DO D REST OF U.

.bangi-kl.

bangi-KL

A says; jauh giler!!
B says; Ok jer. not that far*smiling face*

:the traffic:
A says; shit!(*&^%#$#@nnti balik i refuse to send u back. nnti i balik lmbat cmner? n i alone stuck dkt dlm traffic cmner? blabla..(selfish)
B says; uh-uh traffic!! calling for help!! hehehee(gurau-ing + gossiping)..

:along d way:
A says; byk mkn minyak! n tol mahal! i swear i wont step my foot in bangi unless there's sumthing really importnt goin on!
B says; OMG! she did that? wot else did she do? and do u know...bla2...(gossiping again)

:at the end:
A says; bye!! nnti nk go to kl naik la ktm(send me to d nearest ktm stat to A's house)
B says; bye babe! c ya around..n gif me a call! mwah2(send me bck, infront of my doorstep)

Judging from d action, we cn tell whethr tht person loves u or loves u not.. Its obvious to c and its 4 u to decide. *wink2*

.driving me crazy.

seriously! i need a driver and a friend who's free 24/7!

days had passed since i safely landed on mal ground.. but i cn hardly stay at home. i'll die if i dnt go out n njoying my life ;( but mama keep nagging bout my kutu rayap business. i know she envies d free time i have for 3 months. "Anak dara cubalah duduk umah~"Urgh! her voice is killing me- asking me to clean up d house, doing house chores ..bla2. but d house is already byond d adjective word 'destructive'! it's really bad. REALLY BAD! believe me.. i feel more homely staying in chch rather thn here.*sigh*

Talking bout goin out.. i only went out w my boyfriend. my other cliches seemd busy w their finals n not available, i reckon they have chnged their numbers while i was away! how cruel!

These have called 4 desperate measure.. i goota drive myself!! since i hate public trnsport so much*uh-geli-uh*

babis

People i Love:
HUMBLE people and talkative!

People i HATE:
BABI(s) who r shallow minded and still living in d past!(years before dinasours ever exist on EARTH!)

these beings whom i refer as 'the babis' have populated most part of northen side of west malaysia for quite sometimes. The place that needs most of goverment's attention, rural area. kampong.
I think it's time to knock these shits off and make them realise people come in different sizes n shapes and as well as personalities! and u r not the nicest person on earth if u wear tudung n cover ur whole body w zillionz layers of cotton or perhaps living under cardboard house and depending 100% on 'good' ppl's donations..

Go dig ur own grave babis!

.again, pointless.

raya? check.
exam?? check. check. and double check.
holidays? soon. really soon.
my extreme Summer hols of 3 months will be spared in Malaysia. yes darling~ the temperature is about 30 degrees celcius and it's humid! best place to adopt microbes and to get skin cancer for free. a great deal isnt it? buy 1 free 1. Not just that, a tight, bright long sleevy top is definitely a no-no because ur sweaty armpits will cause patches of humiliation beneath those arms. Not a likely scene to be caught when u plan to meet ur SuPER-HAWt crush ay?. So, trash them out! go for open tops or perhaps topless will do better. *ahax*
nah~ even tho the description is like a lower grade hell, malaysia is absolutely nothing compare to that. There's actually nothing bad about mal, except for the fact that we are still ruled by the goverment.*I'll say d same thing even if other parties win the hi-chair. Nothing beats my own govermnt! yes, a world under my power. all 'crime conductors' must be killed. muahahaha*.

10 gruelling-month has passed, it's time for me to head home. i've lost the battle, with shame and regrets i wud have to face the almighty hopes of my family. *down*. i cant imagine how the path of my future will look like, now dat my dream has vanished. and Evrything i planned has ruined. Nothing awaits me back home except for darkness and the silent drum beats.
ahahahah. some of u probably fell for that! dont pity me. it's just a joke ;). i'm doin well, at least in d previous sem. just have to wait for this sem result to come out before i cn strt asking for ur pity ;(. Even so, my mom wudnt abandon me. rite mama? err..

an important reminder to my dearie friends~ i'll b back dis 13th nov. 8pm.-this post is again pointless.
whatever. I'm not into writing at the moment. i'd turnd my back on it for a while to give chance for my drawing to stimulate. *ahaha d truth is i'm just sux in both fields. Can't find other activity that suits me ;)*
Newys, SELAMAT HARI RAYA & MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN to all my friend and family..

.Why do ppl break up?.

Hi. My name is Dahlia. I'm a wife and a mother of 3 beautiful children. I have everything under the eden sky of human's eye. Money, power and a handsome life-partner. Somehow I feel my life is not content- ½ cup empty, or is it ½ cup full? Utterly, the feeling does not grow from my greed nor from my sacred soul. Indeed it is a long-howl cry from a lonely married woman. My only desire is to be loved by my own husband. He is the man who asked for my hand of marriage, the man who vowed for eternal commitment, the man whom I have child with, the man who used to love me with all his heart and the man I sacrificed my dream just to be with him. That man who'd been secretly in loved with me in high school has slowly lost his interest in this rotten figure. He is now nothing but a filthy two-timer!.

I saw him last night, again with another woman, flirting like there is no sin, no guilt just joy and laughter. That smile used to be mine. A rare smile that needs my sentimental touch. But now it seems my place had had been replaced by a witch! Taking away my prince..Didn't he think of me? Didn't he think of our children? our wonderful marriage?

I wished that was just an illusion….

He wasn’t there at his usual place when I woke up. His bed side seemed neat and untouched. No call or whatsoever. Just a short text msg saying he'll be staying an overnight at the office. Clearly he was lying. He was with that witch all night, doing God-knows-what.

That witch! Yes that witch! She’s the root of our broken marriage. She snatched my husband with her evil beauty, chasing for his money and power. Not love.

But, it could be my husband who solely gave away his heart to that woman. After all, men are beasts. They will always hunt for the better, dumping the old one and chasing for a new 'object' of satisfaction. For them commitment is just a word without action. and affection is temporary.

Or it is me!- The reason my husband looked comfort in other woman's arms! Because I'm not as slim as 7 years ago, not young and energetic like before and not as outgoing as I used to be. *sheesh* all these are due to my responsibility as a mother. Can't he b more grateful?

Whose fault is it?
"Someone should be blamed even if it is the heart that changed" (annie, 2006)

This post is my way of expressing my voice on relationship. I dont understand why people break-up or get divorce. Is it because they dont love each other anymore? then, y now they realize the fact? y not long before?...before the situation gets really complicated and one side end up getting hurt! badly! Is this wot u called a game of living??? or a test?
Besides that, i personally disagree with some ppl who say the root of the problem is because the heart changed. I believe the heart changes when its owner changes.. In a way, ONE shud b blamed.

p/s:: Dahlia is my fav name. Pure and innocent. just like me ;P

.update me.

Call me the brilliant & charming html goddess ;)
i worked d html code out dis morn, b4 m3 tut..walla! now u cn see d comment link at the left bottom for each post. Am i good or just too excellent..??oh~ i'm just undescribable. (haha.. a self-claimed diva). Actually it's just another copy and paste from a dumb source, since i dunt know how to work the halogram. thnx farah, but i'm just a bimbo in comp.

A moment of peace..
today is the 17th day of ramadhan, 13 more-gruelling days b4 d next baby moon(syawal) appears,which also indicates dat there's still 12x8 raqaat of trawikh.. *oh no*. i'm getting lazier n lazier these days. i spent most of the time in fantasy land thn d reality world.*Blame on che ah 4 dragging me there n never showing me d exit. hehe*
9:15pm; Ouch! anytime now, mun will call my name. For the meantime, My knees are soaring of pain, my head is bombastically aching, my visions slowly become blurry~ Owh, whenever its time 4 trawikh, i feel like my youth has been taken away from me..My flesh has turnd into worms-slugs-bugs home, and my life-its full of drkness- no source of light..*I'm about to faint..No!!no!!! no!!! uhuk2*but if i say this to mun, she wud scream like a thunder, except dat it's 100 million times greater! ""AAAAAAAARGHH!! TAKDER.. CPAT2!!!"

A moment of proud
I haven't posted anything 4 d past few days due to my hectic work-life. Workloads kept piling up n never,once, decreased-assignmnts,tuts, tests and special grand introduction to my greatest life affair..EMTH 171 case study!
Not to bring tears to ur eyes, but i manage to do d case study in just 2days..well it was a lot easier thn the first one, which was an ass-hole! Bragging about how good am i.. make me wanna brag some more. yeah, but later!
For those who want the answer to d case study, email me or just leave a msg at my gossip box, and i'll give u a big laugh on ur face! haha.. man! do it yourself! other ppl r struggling to ensure the matlab codes work perfectly n u just copy n paste their all-sweaty cmputer progrmme piece???? damn! u' re a perfect example of monkey-human.
However, copy & paste is exceptional for tutorials and assignmnts. why? coz i say so. coz i do so. thus, i allow so.